Sunday, January 11, 2009

Just someone I used to know


Your spirit it calls me like a breeze in the tree. Compassion it whispers my body to please. And your breath on my face, is like home in good grace. Passion does burn, intoxicatingly leading my mind so seductively to a place that I dare never to go a place that I've been forbidden to know.

There is pain that is buried deep in your soul. It's dark and it's ugly and frightfully cold. It's a place that you hate to admit does exist, But the memories seem to repeat and persist.

The healing you find, for your heart soul and mind is in the way that your hands, give comfort sublime. To the weak and the weary you fondle their soul, creating a haven,a comfort, a whole. You give of yourself an unselfish desire, wishing only for love of the same finest fiber.

To you I'm drawn like waves to the shore, and from my fragile heart all my love does out pour. It isn't the love of romantic desire~ though fantasies of you I shall never tire. The love that I feel is a nurturing sort, to quiet the storm that troubles your court.

It pains me inside to think you alone. Though many a voice to you they must groan. And it isn't with pleasure of passion they moan.

Have you no one to love you and hold you at night, to accept you completely, give you great delight?

Then my wish for you on this bedroom candle light, is for peace and contentment to provide you the might to face all the trials that vex your soul and allow you to keep hope in your hold.

7 comments:

Micah said...

This makes me sad for both of you. :(

~ * ~ Only Me ~ * ~ said...

my heart aches for you, my dear friend...

Sunny said...

I don't mean for anyone to feel sad. I wrote, some time ago, of a man who had much to give but not to me. We shared a kind of connection that I had never experienced before nor again, until receintly. I wanted to let go of that memory to make room for a new one that has the pieces that were missing.

My crazy crazy life said...

Hi Sunny,
I don't know the reasons behind this writing but they are very powerful. You can hear the empathy in your words, they seem so selfless. It's sad but then it's so nurturing all at the same time. You're a great writer that touches my heart.
Jaime

Anonymous said...

You are very eloquint with words! You have a wonderful talent. (from the Chappell side no doubt as mom and Rodney both write well too) I'm so glad that you have found an outlet that works for you. I used to love to write, i don't write much anymore, though you may have inspired me to try and pick it up again. I love you! If you ever need anything please let me know. I'm always here for you, even just as a listening ear. XOXOXOXO


Lindsay Scott

Sunny said...

That really means a lot to me you guys. =0) Thank you so much.

Unknown said...

I have been waiting to comment on this because it touched my heart so deeply and I wanted to say something profound...But, anything worthwhile eludes me. So, I will say nothing, letting the beauty of your words stand on there on and simply express my appreciation for sharing them with us.
Thank you.